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keith "i didn't come here to make friends" mccree ([personal profile] emblazes) wrote2017-07-02 08:34 am

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[personal profile] competing 2017-09-09 06:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[ there is a lull between keith's question and his response, seemingly distracted by the strangely tender removal of his boots. in the interim, he takes a couple of deep breaths, contemplative. ]

...Bruised.

[ if they were broken, it would hurt a lot more, wouldn't it?

there is a long pause, eyes stalling over keith's hands in the fading light. ]


Am I dying?
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[personal profile] competing 2017-09-10 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
I didn't think I was.

[ it all hurts a little too much to feel like death; wasn't that supposed to be one sweet release? and though he had felt a flare of that fear, there had been something infinitely comforting in keith's presence that hadn't allowed the fear to linger. especially not after hearing such conviction in the other boy's tone.

still, he can't help but babble. up on his feet now, with blood and oxygen rushing back up to his brain, his lightheadedness makes his already instinctual lack of filter that much more unavoidable: ]


For a second, though — for a second I thought I was.

[ once more he leans heavily on keith, using the shorter boy for full support. once more their faces are mere inches apart, and his eyes are left to stare intently wherever they could fall. ]

And then I thought, If I was gonna die, there's definitely something I wanna do before I never get the chance to do it anymore—.
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[personal profile] competing 2017-09-10 03:10 am (UTC)(link)
[ and then he stops abruptly, quieting into a heavy pause. then his eyes seem to glaze over, like a visible glitch, and his expression slackens as his head begins to tilt the other way. ]

...Buuuuut I'm not. Which is — yay. Great. That's — great.

[ another pause, but much more brief and awkward. ]

Why am I standing again?
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[personal profile] competing 2017-09-10 02:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[ lance squints at some distant spot in their path, clearly trying to make sense of something. ]

Didn't you move out...?

[ so much for keeping the confusion to a minimum. though, to be fair, having such trivial details to focus on is helping him, at least as far as keeping his head clear of his own conflicting thoughts, which in turn encourages his body to move on auto-pilot. ]
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[personal profile] competing 2017-09-10 02:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[ wasn't that the point though?

lance isn't too sure anymore, it's so hard to tell once he's suddenly horizontal, and staring up at the underside of his own bed. he remembers the last time he had this view — coincidentally the first night keith had slept on the couch. lance wound up sleeping here, only because he'd been too lazy to climb up into his own bed, of course. of course.

his nose wrinkles slightly. ]


I'm gonna have so much laundry to do...

[ who knows what kind of dirt and blood and ointment junk he's getting all over these sheets. sigh. SIGH. ]
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[personal profile] competing 2017-09-10 03:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[ fair... fair... lance is the one to actually voice the worry, and just because he'd felt complete comfort and trust in keith's determined answer to never let such a thing happen, that doesn't necessarily mean the other boy has moved on from the same concern. lance could definitely stand to be a bit more thoughtful...

but that's somewhat difficult when it occurs to him, quite belatedly, that he's technically laying on a bed that still strangely smells like keith (?? when did he know what keith smells like), wearing nothing but his damp socks and his blue space boxer briefs. his lips press into a thin line, and after too many long stretches of silence and intense staring, lance slowly slips his hands over his lap and just sort of... half-rolls onto his side. back to keith.

SO ANYWAY................. ]


Uh. Thanks. [ his mind sort of just scrambles for any old thing to say, but some genuine gratitude is probably not a bad place to start. it would have had to come up eventually. ] For dressing my wound and... [ taking care of him... making him feel better about not dying... ]

You know... stuff.
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[personal profile] competing 2017-09-10 04:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[ somehow, the fact that keith isn't making a bigger deal out of this is making lance feel like it's a bigger deal than it probably (???) actually is. and that's just so annoying. why can't be ever be happy. when will he Rest.

in any case, the sudden cold ointment against the back of his legs has him nearly jumping right off the bed. he twists around to try and swat at keith's hands, when he knows the boy's only just trying to help but good gravy man it's so cold and also it tickles. ]


How can I! What the heck are you doing?!
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[personal profile] competing 2017-09-10 04:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Why??

[ they were having such a nice moment too... somewhere.. in there... if you squint. but now lance is definitely all tense again, mind firing off wildly where it had once begun to settle into an almost drunken sort of haze. he's shooting a narrow stare keith's way, as if he suddenly can't fathom the other boy, and has curled up to the point he's almost fetal. ]

I thought you said I was fine already!
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[personal profile] competing 2017-09-10 04:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[ okay first of all, all that poking is not helping lance get any closer to loosening up. he'd always been kind of ticklish, but now he feels... extra sensitive to touches. apparently.

still, he can at least recognize that this seems to be coming from a genuine place of concern so... he relents. a bit. ]


...Fine.

[ he holds out a hand for it, slowly propping himself up on an elbow. ]

But if I throw up because of this, you're gonna clean it all up.
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[personal profile] competing 2017-09-10 05:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[ when will keith ever learn to use his words.

though, to be fair, if he insisted on lance sitting further up, the other boy would have probably made a fuss about it.... BUT TO BE UNFAIR, lance would have done it eventually, okay, you didn't have to noncon him into this pseudo-spooning. ]


I know how to drink medicine...!

[ but, you know, at this point, there's really no point in trying to protest, so it is more a petulant, half-hearted huff. he uncaps the bottle and tries not to think about the fact he can feel keith's breath on the back of his neck, and tosses back a decent gulp of the stuff—

only to start coughing on it because OHGOD IT'S SO GROSS AND THICK BLECH&mhdash; ]
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[personal profile] competing 2017-09-10 06:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[ you look up! or so lance would say, if he were able to speak at all. as it is, he can only continue to cough and hack up whatever he hadn't already managed to swallow. he lurches forward when he's shoved, bends over for a few seconds before he suddenly flings himself backward, so that his face is tilted up, head leaning back against the curve of keith's shoulder. his coughs eventually subside, till he's left prone and panting for breath, eyes wide-eyed like he were seeing stars.

a couple of seconds pass where he smacks at his lips... ]


That was

so gross.
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[personal profile] competing 2017-09-10 09:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[ lance takes a moment to consider it, lips smacking some more. ]

...yeeee...es...?

[ pls. pls don't make him try it again. ]

In any case, I feel totally better now. Good as new!
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[personal profile] competing 2017-09-10 11:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he hisses again, shifting out of reflex. the reaction itself isn't really warranted; the ointment isn't that cold anymore, and the touch is gentle enough that said ribs aren't left aching. (anymore than usual anyway.) still, he shies away from the touch, wriggling the opposite way, probably just because of the touch itself. the shifting has him bumping against keith's leg, making him pause. ]

How can you tell?

[ look the last time he was this hecked up, he was passed out for a majority of it... ]

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