[ lance has quieted since passing over the oil, watching carefully (yet distractedly) as keith goes about the motions with it. ]
I'm not worried, [ he mumbles after a moment, almost defiant, but 100% sincere. ] I'm just... you know. [ he shifts a little. ] Nervous.
[ what if he doesn't like it? what if keith doesn't like it? what if he likes it so much he comes in less than a minute and ruins the experience for everybody? 99.9% of the time lance prefers not to overthink things (or think at all), because more often than not once he lets his brain go, it won't stop.
he tries to channel keith's bravery the last time. the guy didn't even have any frame of reference for it at all, and he still went through with it... lance just needs to relax.
so he tries to, letting out a deep, long breath. he settles his hands over keith's shoulders, shifting on his knees to draw a little closer. ]
Could you, um. K-Kiss me? While you do it...
[ he thinks the distraction will help, certainly, but more than that he just really wants a familiar form of affection to ease him through it ;w; hewp ]
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I'm not worried, [ he mumbles after a moment, almost defiant, but 100% sincere. ] I'm just... you know. [ he shifts a little. ] Nervous.
[ what if he doesn't like it? what if keith doesn't like it? what if he likes it so much he comes in less than a minute and ruins the experience for everybody? 99.9% of the time lance prefers not to overthink things (or think at all), because more often than not once he lets his brain go, it won't stop.
he tries to channel keith's bravery the last time. the guy didn't even have any frame of reference for it at all, and he still went through with it... lance just needs to relax.
so he tries to, letting out a deep, long breath. he settles his hands over keith's shoulders, shifting on his knees to draw a little closer. ]
Could you, um. K-Kiss me? While you do it...
[ he thinks the distraction will help, certainly, but more than that he just really wants a familiar form of affection to ease him through it ;w; hewp ]